I cant believe on what he do...
He is a bit cocky yeah...but he reserved it...

 

This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something - your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky - I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation - the Macintosh - a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me - I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything - all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park , and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Do you have any experiance just want to leave everything and run away from what you are doing? That is my feeling now...

JUST LAUGHT!!!! but make sure you are not in office like me...

 

Read this conversation...

Chai Hong is my first manager in my current company, he has job hopped to become a remisier. I will write more about him in future. Anyway the purpose of this post is just to share with you and hope you will get motivated as well.

It was 8 years ago, i graduate from my secondary school.

When we graduate, we are around 17-18 years old, and we are first batch of students take the "SPM terbuka". i am lazy to explain what is SPM terbuka to those that dont know, please google it if you really want to know.

i remember that we told each other, we will have a classmate gathering few years after this. Maybe when we are 21 years old.

Now is 8 years after this, only few of us still keep in touch, and we never see each other for so many years. The guys have some gathering during chinese new year, and i doubt those ladies did the samething too.

For so many years, we started our own life, some of us may attached, work in other country, or just graduated. we have our new friends, colleagues, Bf, Gf, wife, husbond....

but...where is our classmate gathering.

I just chit chat with chuan xian, she suggested to setup a forum for all of us.

Forum?? ok i have everything, i can provide you domain name, i can provide you webhost space,but i need someone to be the moderater.

i cant afford to take care of another forum, i have my secret forum, i have fyb-style.com, and i have this blog...

Dear my classmate, leave your comment here, leave your email here, let me contact you ok?

let us setup the forum so that everyone can still get to know each other's latest news ok?

i will definetely setup the forum, but i hope it will not be a white elephant. since we have various reason that unable to have the classmate gathering, at least we have a virtual space for us to gather with each other.

dear my classmate, leave your comment here, if you have some beautiful name in your mind, let me know... as long as it is something ends with gaodim.com

e.g. ssaksi2000.gaodim.com, alrisha.gaodim.com

I have everything, but i need your word, if you still remember the word alrisha..says YES to me!!!!!!!

I am very lazy...it was about 1 week i never update this blog.

I dont want to give any excuse like i am buzy with work or any other things...

I know, i really know i am lazy...

Expecially i am abit addicted in an online game.

I can be very concentrate in something, and it will cause me to lost focus on other things. and it also cause the success on the thing i am focus on.

By winning 1, i lost the rest....

That is me...

I never say much about my work in my blog,
let take this chance to talk, I am a Software Developer, or so call programmer, in a software house in singapore.

What is software house? basically software house is the company that propose & build I.T solution for others, just like your company may need a system to control all the stock movement, who/when/why took the stock, who/when the new stock delivered to your warehouse, that is where we come in and propose something to you, if you are satisfied with the proposal, then we got the deal, and start to work on it.
you may see this WIKI for software house,

What is Developer do? A developer will start to build the system base on the requirement from customer, a small company usually will be one-man-show from gather requirement, design the system, build the system and deploy it.
Those big software house will engage different people for these tasks, like Project Manager is to coordinate with customer, setup project schedule, and etc, solution architec will gather requirement from customer and design the application architecture, System Analyst will do detail design of each funtion in the system, the software developer will build the application base on the design.

I descript all this in very simple manner to make those non-IT related readers easier to understand.If you are from IT, you will definitely know more than this.

Basically i am quite like the feeling while i am doing coding, maybe for you this is very horible that we got to type few hundred or even thousand lines of code in a day, test, finetune, and etc, but i really enjoy it and sometime i am very high during coding.

I suddenly recall this show "Sword Fish" this afternoon, while i am very high during my coding with some rock music. You maybe can understand my feeling when i am coding, by watch this scene




Of course, this is a movie, and it is extremely exaggerated. The movie chew the scenery untill some people feel very boring & stupid. basically,
1. We working on plain text, all working layout is absolutely text based, we do not have the cube or any graphical interface just like the movie.
2. I will say something to myself, scold myself or even walk here and there when i am thinking.
3. Sometime  i also point my middle finger to my computer....
4. i listening to rock music while coding, So that i am in my own world.
5. finally, Yeah!~~ i will high on the coding process.

:P

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival~~~

as normal, my company will give a box of mooncake to each of us, it is very expensive and nice mooncake.

i took a picture for it..

it is from Raffles the plaza

maomi & i going to go back to my hometown in this weekend, which is in muar, to have a small cerebration of Mid-Autumn Festival with my family~

My sister just forwarded me a slide show yesterday, quite funny expecially the poem in last page.
钱多事少离家近，位高权重责任轻。
每日睡到自然醒，薪水领到手抽筋。
逢年过节拿奖金，别人加班我加薪。
喝茶看报做股票，副业兼差样样行。
秘书妖艳员工齐，有过归人功归己。
欧美亚非加南极，出差旅游任我行。

you may download it and forward to your friend
Happy Mid-Autumn Festival.pps (751 KB)

as normal, this kind of email will have some Curse in the last page, i HATE it, so i removed it.

you can request from me if you want the full version.

haha, this is a very funny show, worth have a watch, even thought you may not play any online games..

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A bit slow, but be patient, it is worth your time.

Trick: you may pause it, then surf your internet, blogging, or even play game, let it finished download then you can watch it without any interruptions